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| I just don't know what to sayJust a simple update before I go into my dream. It's about my hair. Lol. I felt my hair was so messy and so I went for hair trimming on last Saturday. I also did my hair dying in the saloon. This time it was much more cheaper than my previous one but I'm darn not satisfied with my hair colour! I miss my previous hair colour so much! >.<
This time I told the hairstylist that I want the colour of brown with little red which is not so light. After seeing here and there in the catelogue (it's only 2 pages actually), he recommended a colour which I thought was nice.
But the result was omgidontknowhowtosay. It's black okay! So I told the person that I couldn't see the colour and required him to re-dye for me but it's still so dark. It looks totally black in the room. He told me that my colour is the more natural one. -__-" But still I didn't blame him. Some people said it looks like purple colour, some said it's red, brown bla bla bla.
Two photos before ending this post.
 Love the front cam!  Can you see the colour? I have to edit it to make my eyes nicer (it's still not that nice)
It's the end of my post here. Thanks for reading.
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| Thanks for letting me know the answerFinally I got to know the answer accidentally. I don't to wish to know the answer but IT forced me to. IT gave me to see the light of hopes again and again but IT demolished the hopes in front of my eyes by ITself. I plan not to put any hope into IT again. I have already put too much of efforts into it and it lasts for about 3 years. However, my efforts did not seem to work. 3 years is not a short period but it is also not a long period.
Maybe I should think maturely. Please forgive me for my selfishness. I don't want it to be like that but IT made it like that. I didn't cry for a long long time but today I cannot control again. My tears dropped automatically in front of them. It was really embarrassing. Thanks for the tissue and the bread. It really helped a lot. LOL. Thanks for my friends that are always by my side.
I know I am weak. I always try to be strong and I have to say that I become stronger compared with last time. I can get hurt easily but at the same time I can also smile. Weird huh?? Let pray for me that everything will back to normal as soon as possible.
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| I'm the one I used to beThough I have already known what had happened, I just pretend that I don't know. Maybe because I don't want the others to get hurt. So am myself. I am so good uhh??!
Things happened for such a long long time but there's still NO any solution for it. Is it really that hard to find a medicine to cure a disease? Life is always that hard. I always try to treat other nicely but in return I was bad treated by them. I just want to be nice but they don't think so.
I always slap myself so that I won't think so much and make myself so frustrated but it doesn't work. People said I've changed. Change in a good or bad aspects? I don't know but I hope it's a positive one =).
I want to say that I am still the ONE I used to be.
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| The deepest of himselfI don't know how to describe my feeling right now. Feeling uneasy? Frustrated? Or don't-know-what-to-do feeling? I don't know. I don't know what should I do everyday without thinking deeply. I can't even concentrate on everything that I want to do so much. I slap myself so I know what do I do.
The main point is I don't even know what was I talking about. By the way, I want to stop thinking about all this shits right now for temporary as I am going to Fish Leong's concert at Bukit Jalil Stadium tonight with The Crazy! Hope this can really cheer up me. =))
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| Another day againI know I have not been updating my blog for quite some time due to my laziness and tiredness. I have just started my last year of study in college for about 2 weeks time. This time it will be tough for me. I really don't know how to handle and manage the subjects well. I am really worried about it.
I always try to console myself that I should not let the pressure to get into my mind. I know the condition will become even worse when I get stressed. That's why I always try to let myself be in a relax condition. Let's get out from this topic for this moment.
Today we went out to Times Square for movie session with Lipz. We watched Hannah Montana The Movie and I rate the movie 7/10. It's quite nice as you know I quite love Disney-made movie and series though I seldom get the chance to watch as I get older. We queued for about an hour before we could manage to buy the tickets. There's damn a lot of people! I think it's because today is a public holiday and secondly Jolin Tsai was having her album's promo tour there. Finally I got the chance to see her in real though it's really just a while as I was standing at the front side from the stage.
I am really tired now and I think I should grab my study text and force myself to eat the words into my brain before I sleep.
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